I’m purple.

But all in all this is the happiest i ever was

You’re is the only girl I’ve ever loved. I hate that cliche saying that eventually it wont hurt i don’t wanna love someone else. I don’t wanna ever love anyone else,She can marry whoever she wants but she has had my heart. she will always have my heart. I knew her down to the smell of her body and the taste of her lips. she was as light as a feather and would always say “that’s because I’m black” i didn’t wanna kiss her one day because i ate bacon and she’s a vegetarian so she was like “its alright” So we ate waffles because i had no vegetarian food. i introduced her to my friends (at the time) and they all loved her. we had ching chong china man and kissed under fireworks. Maybe i should have lied and said i liked her boyfriend. i let my temper go one time & we’re not talking anymore and that fucking kills me…  i just want to be in love with this girl,grow old have a baby sea turtle & I wanna carry her across the threshold.,I want her to run away with me. I want you to be my queen. My woman, The jasmine to my aladdin, I wanna bring her breakfast in bed. make her dinner at night. hold her when the moon as at its brightest & snuggle when the sun comes out. Have a water balloon fight with and we’ll laugh because you could never hit me. I want to be in love with you i’m sure that i’ll meet other people and flirt and do all that shit,but i don’t wanna love them. I don’t care what anyone thinks i don’t care who thinks i’m an asshole. i don’t care about anyones opinions of me. You made me smile. I don’t want you to leave ever. I remember ever conversation we ever had. the one about you wanting to be the lioness with the “Big ass mane” and me not having a mane at all. the one about how i had smelled differently than i normally do which is the way i smell when i’m around you and we’re happy together. The countless times i’ve made fun of your placenta stories.

I’ve never been jealous of another person before but i was jealous of him.

I know i need you.

I just wanna make everything right.

You’re moving to Hawaii.

Which is the other side of the country and not by my heart.

You’re my fourth of july so i don’t know if i want to go to village green this year.

If you would only talk to me i’d fix everything.

I was sitting around the campfire at marcus’s house. i felt so cold & warm at the same time. it was bittersweet. Devon came,i didn’t look at her face. she brought her boyfriend and i hated them. i was so angry back then, it wasn’t worth it she didn’t deserve the way i acted.